33 Days Completely Offline

The plan? Well, there isn't one!

Hi dear one.

Guess what's on the horizon? I'm about to go on a 33-day escapade from the hustle and bustle of work and the never-ending digital craziness. A time to disconnect from the demands of the digital world and the daily grind, and a venture into the depths of my being. And don’t worry, my weekly has been scheduled to be sent out each Wednesday. Yes, I have been working extra hard to actually make this happen.

This message, to take time completely offline, came to me early one morning. I get these nudges or messages in my mind usually between 3-5 am. Yep early, I know, but I do sometimes go back to sleep for a while longer. I feel these messages come from my higher Self, so normally I listen and take them seriously.

My first reaction was all positive, and it felt very relaxed. The feeling of having an offline vacation, where I can have a long break, sounded amazing. Now getting closer to the day of leaving everything behind and going offline on an island in Indonesia, well, I still feel excited and also a little nervous. What will happen within me? Who will I be when I come back? Maybe I don’t want to come back? 33 days is a long time!

The plan? Well, there isn't one! Even just letting go and not having a plan, is a challenge in itself for me.

As the days go by, I look forward to a change, a kind of transformation that lifts my spirit and connects me more with my heart. I look forward to the serenity in daily rituals, the slow sip of my morning tea, the smooth pace of a walk on the beach, and watching beautiful sunsets. Being screen less, time will stretch, providing more space for inner communication.

The journey within is anticipated to come with its challenges. The mind, accustomed to constant stimulation from screens, might feel restless and keep talking to itself. Yet, I am well armed with the tools of mindfulness and introspection, and I look forward to navigating these mental currents, discovering a reservoir of inner strength and peace of mind.